Wednesday, April 18, 2018

Is It Real or a Dream--Chapter 12 of Through The Matrix



Is it Real or Just a Dream

Suddenly I woke up with the thought in my mind of, “Is there a difference? Is there a difference between what, I asked myself. Or, maybe I was asking the tree that I dreamed of, or met, in my dream state. 

“Maybe you are asleep now, and you were awake when you had what you call a “dream?” spoke a voice that was far away, but also deep inside me. 

In the past, I would have called out to Shalone for assistance, but, she was no longer in my life. Was I having dreams to replace her? Or, maybe these “dreams” are real, and what I thought of as my life is a dream? 

“In a way, you are correct.” I heard a deep inner voice. 

“Who is speaking to me?” I asked. 

“It is I. I am you. In fact, I am your Higher SELF.” 

“Are you telling me that I, Shara Lynn, actually have a Higher SELF?” I asked.

“Of course, everyone has a Higher SELF,” said my Higher SELF. It is just a matter of whether or not that person is aware of that fact.”

“Dear Higher SELF,” I stammered, as now I was shy, “Was Shalone my Higher Self too?” I asked, trying to understand what this voice was telling me. I had decided that my experiences were from some inner being, but now I could clearly hear a voice that was also “outside of me.” 

I didn’t know what this inner, or outer, voice was going to say until it said, “I am high above you, but I am also deep inside your heart/mind.” 

I wondered what a heart/mind was, and why this voice came into my mind, and yes, the voice came into my heart as well.

“Very goodShara Lynn,” spoke my higher/inner voice. “You realize that this message, like all higher dimensional messages, are “heard” by your heart andyour mind. Actually, your mind receives our message, but the message must be shared with your heart before you can understand it.

“You see dear,” continued the inner voice, “it is my duty as your Higher SELF to remind you that you are a multidimensional being. Yes, yes, we see that we will need to tell you a bit about what “multidimensional” means. Are you ready to listen?”

I was a bit challenged by that question, as I did not know whether or not I was ready to talk to, or listen to, my Higher SELF. Why was it easy for me to talk to a tree, but so challenging to talk with my own Higher SELF?

“Are you talking to me?” I heard yet another voice inside of me. 

“Who are you? How can I possibly keep track of all these versions of my self?” I asked in a very frustrated manner. Then, I started to feel badly for talking, or thinking, that way to a Higher Being.

“Please don’t feel like you should monitor your thinking with me,” said the Higher Being. “Remember, I am yet another version of YOU, but I resonate to a higher frequency than the earth vessel that you are currently wearing.”

OK, Now I was really confused! “Earth vessel that I am currently wearing??” what does that mean?” 

I braced myself for another “inner answer,” but this time, there was no response. I waited for a bit until I could stand it no longer. 

“OK, Inner Voice, Higher Being, or whoever you are, you have my full attention. Are you the one who told me to come out into the woods so I could have these conversations with the “Nature Beings?” 

When I heard a hardy chuckle, I asked, “Do Higher Beings laugh?”

“Why of course,” answered the Higher Being, “Laughter is an important part of being a Higher Being. It took a great deal of studies, meditations, initiations and personal decisions to expand my consciousness down into your lower frequency of reality.”

“Lower frequency of reality?” I asked. “Is there more than one frequency of reality? And, are we in a lower frequency?”

“Yes, my child,” spoke the Higher Being. “there is definitely more than one frequency of reality. In fact, when you stepped through the portal, you entered into this “higher frequency of reality.”

“Dear Higher Being,” I said. “when did I step through a portal? I don’t remember doing that. In fact, there is a great deal that I don’t remember. I know I was talking with a tree, which for some reason, was much easier than talking to you, a Higher Being.

“I am not just aHigher Being. I am yourHigher Being, and you seem to be talking to me in a very natural and honest manner,” responded my Higher Being.

“But, I am just a young girl. How could I deserve to talk with my Higher Being?” I said. I hope I was respectful.

“Yes, dear Ascending One. You are very respectful,” spoke my Higher Being in response to my unspoken question. Also, the Higher Being seemed to change somehow and began to speak to me in a very sweet and kind voice, which instantly comforted me.

Now, I felt more relaxed, but could I dare to ask my Higher Being what an “Ascending One” meant?

“Yes dear, we are happy to answer all your questions.”

“But I did now ask it. Can you read my mind?”

“Of course Dear, we are YOU in a higher dimension of reality. Therefore, we can read your mind, as we are ONE with YOU. Soon, you will remember how to allow yourself to commune and communicate with us via your Higher Mind. 

“We came to tell you that we would like to communicate with you on a regular basis. In fact, we have already begun our ongoing communications, as we are currently sharing a conversation,” spoke my Higher Being.

But what is a “Higher Being?” I pondered in my mind.

“Try pondering that important question in your heart,” spoke my Higher Being.

Thinking with my heart? I was wondering how that could be possible when my Higher Being said, “Dear Shara Lynn, you just thought with you heart. Do you realize how you did that?”

I shook my head “NO.” I was so confused about how to talk with my Higher Being. NO, that is not what was confusing me. Then, I realized that I could not accept that if I could have a “Higher Being.” I mean, I am just a teen, barely just a teenager, and far from being an adult.

“Dear Shara Lynn,” spoke the voice. Did it speak more lovingly, or was I becoming able to accept the flow of love coming from this being’s every word. With that thought I felt a tear run down my cheek. Then, there were several tears, and before I knew it, I was sobbing into my hands, as if I was ashamed to cry.

“Oh, dear Shara Lynn, it is quite common for someone to cry for happiness.”

“Do you think that I am happy?” I asked, wiping my tears.

“Of course, dear child, soon to be an adult. Despite all that you have missed, including your beloved Shalone, you are quite happy.”

“Oh Shalone, Shalone, are you there within the Being that I am speaking with?”

“No darling,” I heard Shalone’s loving voice. “I am here within YOU?”

“Ignoring the tears running down my face, I said, “Please, please Shalone, if you are here show yourself to me. I miss you so much.”

“My dear Shara Lynn, this is not a situation over which you, or I, have any control. I no longer wear a body, and soon your form will change as well.”

“Oh Shalone, you are not wearing a body! Are you dead?” I asked holding back my sobs.

“Dear Shara Lynn, I no longer need to wear a physical body because I have ascended back to my Lightbody. NO,” Shalone said as she held up her hand to stop me from rushing towards her. “Dear Shara Lynn, I am no longer wearing a physical body. Therefore, you will not be able to feel me, much less hug me.”

“Oh Shalone,” I said trying to hold back my tears. “You are dead? But if you are dead, how can I see you?”

I started to walk towards her to see if she was indeed Shalone, but she put up her hand and said, “This is the only time that you will be able to see me. Even now, it takes great concentration for me to hold a physical energy field while my true essence is in the higher dimensions.”

I so wanted to touch the Shalone. I needed to get a warm hug from her, but as she spoke to me, I saw that I could see through her. It was not my beloved physical friend with whom I was speaking, but hopefully some higher version of her that no longer needed to wear a body.

“You are very wise, dear Shara Lynn, I am indeed wearing a higher version of what was once my third dimensional physical body. What you are seeing now is my fourth dimensional Astral Body, which I will soon transmute into my fifth dimensional Light Body.

“Dear Shara Lynn, I can see from the look on your face that you do not understand what I just told you. However, you will be happy to know that I have been given the loving assignment of teaching you about the different dimensions of reality.”

I was slightly aware that I was standing before my oh, so beloved, Shalone with my eyes as big as saucers and my mouth wide open. I had no idea what Shalone was talking about, or how I could be talking with her when she had a “fourth dimensional Astral Body,” whatever that meant. 

It was then that Shalone engulfed me within her essence. I did not know what dimension we were in, but I could feel the deep love from her that I had been missing since her disappearance. 

“I did not disappear, as I was always there,” I heard Shalone saying, but I still couldn’t see her.

“You can’t see the wind?” said Shalone, “But you can feel it. That is how you will perceive me. AND, that is how you will find the Matrix. You will FEEL me, and you will feel the Matrix. 

Also, before I leave for now,” she said putting up her hand to stop me from protesting. “Just as you can’t see the wind, but you can see how it influences your physical world, you will ‘feel the Matrix,’ which will remind you that it is the NOW for another of our communications.”

I wanted to walk towards her in hopes that I could feel her, or perhaps go with her. But, she was gone. 

“I will return!” I heard her voice and felt her love inside my heart. “Shara Lynn, remember that you are meant to find the Matrix.”

“How can find this Matrix, when I don’t even know what it is?” I cried.

 “Listen with your heart and mind, and you will be guided to the Matrix.”

Then, she was gone. First I wanted to default to self-pity and cry, while I tried to find her. But, that would be a childish way to respond to the gift of her presence and the great mystery that she had left for me to solve. 

I knew within that moment of decision that I truly was no longer a child. However, I was not yet an adult, so who was I?

“You are becoming your SELF and preparing for your destiny!” answered a voice from deep within and high above.  

Saturday, April 14, 2018

Through The Matrix--Chapter11-Inter-dimensional Journey to SELF




Inter-dimensional Journey to SELF

I was awakened the next day by the rising Sun. I was in a sunny, yet protected area between a huge rock and a very big tree. It was actually the most wonderful place I could have slept because the rock kept the warmth of the day almost into dawning, and the tree left it’s leaves under and over me.

In fact, there were so many warm leaves around me, that I wondered if the tree had sent them to me.

“Why of course I did! All of us Nature Beings take care of awakening human ones.”

“What do you mean by awakening human ones?” I said as I stood up and brushed the leaves off my body.

“Dear human one, do you mean to say that you do NOT know you are an awakening one? Even I can tell that you are awakening, and I am a tree!”

When the tree identified itself, I was sure I was still asleep and having a dream. I was about to pinch my self to wake up when I heard the Tree say, “Wait, wait, child. You must not fully awaken now, or you will doubt all that has happened, and is happening within this NOW.”

“Happening within this NOW?” I think I said to the tree. Obviously, I was still sleeping.

“Yes, you have been ‘sleeping’ all your life, but now you are awakening.”

“What am I awakening to?” I asked. “I am fully aware that I had just had a very long dream, but I don’t know who packed my bags, or how I got them all the way out here?”

“You woke up in the forest and don’t know how you got here? I will remind you that we, your Nature Family, have called you here because you have awakened to your new life, which is multidimensional.”

“Multidimensional?” I asked. “What does that mean? I know that I have a huge imagination, and sometimes I seem to get so lost in it that I get confused what is a dream, what is my imagination, and what is real.”

“It does not seem ‘real’ that I am talking with a tree. I mean, I imagine that I see beings in the sky, the water, and even on the earth and, most of all, inside of a fire, but that is just my vivid imagination. Right?” I asked.

“You are having an ongoing conversation with a tree. And, I am very grateful for your ability to commune with me. We can speak with each other now because you are traveling into the higher planes while you sleeping.”

“But, I was sleeping right there,” I said as I pointed to my sleeping space.

“Yes,” answered the tree, “but while your third dimensional physical body was sleeping, your fourth dimensional astral body was awake and conversed with my fourth dimensional tree body.”

Somehow, I understood exactly what the tree was telling me.

“It is through your imagination that you human ones can hear and converse with all of us Nature Beings. We, Nature Beings, have been talking with you since you were born. It is for that reason that the Higher Light Ones told us to watch over you. And you humans made that task quite difficult,” the tree seemed to smile when it said that to me.

“But, wait a minute, I never thought that a tree could “say” anything,” I whispered under my breath.

“There you go again,” said the tree, “thinking and acting like a human being when YOU are actually a Nature Being!”

“A Nature Being?” I asked the tree. Obviously, I was still asleep and this whole conversation was a dream.

“Yes, replied the tree, “You would need to think of this experience of talking with a tree to be a “dream.” In fact, your experiences since you “ran off into the woods,” seem like a dream to your awake self.

“But the reality is that you thought of this experience as a “dream,” so that you could allow yourself to “have a dream” of doing something that you can very easily do while you are awake.”

“Dear Awakening One, we are the collective of your Nature Friends who resonate within the fifth dimensional frequency band of this time and space! Therefore, rather than listening to us with your ears, listen to us with your Heart and Mind.

You are no longer on what you call ‘the physical plane.’ In fact, you have begun your “inter-dimensional journey back to SELF.”

Then, suddenly, I was fully awake to my physical world. However, I did see that I had slept in-between the warm rock and the nurturing tree, for which I was quite grateful. Also, while I was speaking with the Tree, I had a feeling on the top of my head, as if someone was tickling it with a feather.

I pushed away the unseen feather again and again, until I realized that the feeling was coming, not from the top of my head, but from just inside my skull. For a moment I was afraid. Everything was happening too fast, and there were too many new thoughts, feelings and experiences to keep track of.

Also, I was changing. This change seemed to begin when I felt a sensation, as if my heart and my mind were merging into a oneness that I had never experienced before. “What is wrong with me?” I cried up into the sky.

Then, I woke up and found myself in my cabin. “Did I dream all of these experiences?” I asked my unseen mentor. However, my mentor was silent. My heart was beating calmly, and my mind was telling me that I was hungry.

“No, No!” I cried. Was that whole experience real, or was it just a dream?”

“Is there a difference?” I heard from deep within and high above.

Thursday, April 12, 2018

Excursions into the Fifth Dimension


Preparation For Upcoming Multidimensional School

The Arcturians through Sue Lie

Your transition into the fifth dimension is getting very interesting now. You may feel that you need to “chill back” a bit, as you somehow know that what is meant to be, is in the process of becoming.  

Once you let go of the time-bound and external sense of control, you will find that you can more easily allow yourself to BE within the fifth dimensional NOW. Once within that NOW, you will be more able to experience living in the NOW. 

Then you will be more able to release the many questions and comments that often have left you feeling confused, concerned, but also engaged. Once you fully realize that you are following an inner directive that is guiding you towards the Fifth Dimension, many new persons, places, things and experiences will begin to change within your life. 

Throughout this “change,” you will slowly, or quickly for some, remember some of the peak experiences you have had when you visited your innate, fifth dimensional reality. These peak experiences will likely occur while you were visiting the higher dimensions via deep meditation or sleep. 

However, through whichever way you have these experiences, we Arcturians suggest that you put your total attention on your memory, as it istrue that higher dimensional  realities can quickly leave yourthird dimensional memory.  Hence, we ask that you deeply attendto, and ground your experience into Gaia. 

These “peak experiences” are actually a gift from your own Multidimensional SELF who is assisting you to activate the higher, Fifth Dimensional Operating System of your own Multidimensional SELF. 

The experience of this activation ignites a memory of the higher dimensional operating systems that you usein your higher dimensional frequencies of reality. We, the Arcturians, are nowready to assist you as you ground this fifth dimensional, and beyond, energy fields into Gaia. 

This “Fifth Dimensional Operating System” is an energy field which you all will each experience via your owninter-dimensional, as well as third dimensional, experiences of:
·     Remembering
·     Experimenting with
·     Grounding into your spiritual life 
·     Grounding into your self 
·     Grounding into Gaia 

Having even a brief experience of this unconditionally loving energy field is : 
·     Common in the fifth dimension
·     Possible in the fourth dimension
·     Extremely difficult in the third dimension

Therefore, we, your Galactic Family, Friends and Guides, are assisting you to expand your consciousness, so that you can better perceive the fifth dimension and beyond.

We ask that you share any mental, emotional, and/or physical experiences of higher dimensional energy fields with Gaia. We also ask that you call on your own Higher SELF to assist you to remember any experience or sensation of: 
interacting with, 
and/or grounding yourself into your Multidimensional SELF 
and/or your Multidimensional Reality. 

Having even a brief experience of the unconditionally loving energy fields of these higher multidimensional realities will change your life forever. 
These unconditional loving energy fields are: 
common in the fifth dimension, 
possible in the fourth dimension, 
and extremely difficult in the third dimension.

Therefore, you will often open your Light Portal by doing something that you love to do. If you do something that you enjoy, and you know that others will also enjoy it, this feeling of joy allows you to surrender into the experience of doing, “NOT just what we need to do, BUT exactly what want to do!"

This experience of joy within your daily life will expand the amount of synaptic junctions in your brain to flash ON at once. Most humans are using about 25% of their brains, but you have the ability to use a great deal more of your brain.

However, if you use this expanded brain as “power over others,” or even in a selfish or a controlling manner, it will work against your ascension process. You see, energy out is energy back.

Therefore, if you put out negative, fearful energy, that is what will return to you. Within every thought and every feeling you are creating your future, which will return one day –likely when we least expect it.

All life is a circle. As you move around this circle, life after life, meditation after meditation, you eventually see the theme for your present incarnation. In fact, you will be called on by your Higher SELF to LIVE that “theme of yourlife.” 

Then, instead of having random experiences, you will allow your consciousness, your brain, your thoughts and your emotions to flow into the NEXT OCTAVE. It is then that you will be able to communicate with ALL life, likely in the same manner that you have used for many incarnations.  

Are you ready to listen to your SELF?  It is this listening to your SELF that allowsyou to resonate to the next octave of reality. This octave leap will expand your consciousness to include conscious experience of your own fifth dimensional SELF.

Also, as yourelease more and more of your third dimensionalindoctrinations and remember more of the messages from your Multidimensional SELF, you will begin to transmute, first your 3rd Dimensional consciousness into fifth dimensional consciousness, and eventually your 3rd Dimensional physical body into your fifth dimensional Light Body.

As you continue your process of transmuting your third dimensional thoughts and emotions into your fifth dimensional thoughts and emotions, you actions will follow suit. You may even be able to remember your fifth dimensional SELF enough to slowly, or quickly, become ONE with your own Higher SELF.

You cannot become one with, or merge with, your fifth dimensional self until you fully accept that YOU are the Creator of YOUR life! Fortunately, once you can remember your  Galactic Family, as well as all that you have learned and remembered during your excursion into your third dimensional human self.  

Those of you who can remember your SELF, may also remember whenyou have gone back to your Ship to be debriefed. Some of you will remain on Gaia for as long as your 3D bodies will allow, and some of you will incarnate for as many times as it takes for you to return via ascension.

But ALL of you will alwaysremember that YOU are galactic beings who have chosen to take a human earth vessel in order to assist and participate in planetary ascension. Many of you are being reminded in your dreams and meditations that itis the NOW for you to begin, or continue, this process with your Greatest Wisdom and Your Open Heart. 

Then, as youexpand your consciousness to embrace the fifth dimension of HERE and NOW of the ONE, you will release the behaviors, and even the thought, that humanity can dominate planet Earth. 

In fact, humanity will begin to release the belief that humans are free to harm their planet in any manner. Then, you will move more and more into your Spiritual Wisdom, which comes from the fifth dimension to open your hearts to Unconditional Love and erase even the thought of conditionallove—which is not love at all.

The above article in theWashington Post states thatNASA estimates 1 billion earth-likeplanets in our Galaxy alone. You are NOT alone. You, the humans of Earth, are just beginning to remember that you ALL have the ability to communicate inter-dimensionally with our own Higher Selves, as well as with your friends and family that resonate to the fifth dimensional planets and fifth dimensional starships.

Your Higher SELF communicates inter-dimensionally via a form of Light Language. Light Language is composed of your higher senses of Clairvoyance (inter-dimensional seeing), Clairaudience (inter-dimensional hearing), and Clairsentience(inter-dimensional feelings.) 

These fifth dimensional, and beyond, forms of communication are activated by your innate Unconditional Love, which is a corner stone of all fifth dimensional communications, ideas, emotions, thoughts, memories, and commitments. 

As your thoughts and emotions resonate to a higher frequency, such as the fifth dimension, so doyour perceptions and interactions with all life. These higher perceptions and interactions, increasingly shift your “sense of self” from being a physical human to being a Multidimensional Being. 

Then your “sense of  SELF” encompasses your Galactic Family, your Higher Self, your Ascended Master SELF, your Elohim SELF, your Angelic SELF, your Archangel SELF, as well as frequencies of SELF that you havenot yet discovered. 

You may not have ALL of these higher dimensional components attached to your current earth self, but all humans, even the dark ones, have the ability to remember the incarnations and situations in all the components of their Multidimensional SELF thathave been activated.

To make sure that these higher dimensional conversations are a normal part of your life, put aside a “cast in steel” time and space in which you dedicate yourself to communicate with the higher frequencies of reality. These meetings are NOT about your 3D, physical self, and not even about your 4D astral self.

These meetings give you an opportunity to: 
Meet with Mother Gaia to assist with Her planetary ascension. 
visit your Starship, and all your friends and family that support you from the fifth dimension and beyond.  

Remember the Mission that YOU chose to fulfill within your current incarnation. 
Remember that you took this earth vessel NOT for yourself, but for Mother Gaia!

What you perceive is what you believe, and what you believe is what you perceive!

When you realize that whatever you believe is your teacher, your higher dimensional reality becomes your “Interdimensional Reality.” Then, as you communicate and interact with this Interdimensional Reality, you will increasingly remember, perceive, communicate and interact with these higher dimensional realities surrounding Earth, but most people forgot.

Humanity forgot these realities because they could not see them through their third/fourth dimensional perceptual field, as they could through their fifth dimensional perceptual field. Onecan only consciously perceive the frequency of reality that they believe is “real.” 

It is for this reason that most humans are unable to perceive the Starships overhead, while the fully awakened humans canperceive the Ships via the Unconditional Love of their High Heart and the Multidimensional Vision of their Third Eye.

It is within your High Heart (located between your Heart and your Third Eye) that you can perceive our Starships. However, for a clear vision, one must have connected the energy fields of Unconditional Love within their High Heart and the Unconditional Loveof their opened High Heart with the energy fields of the Multidimensional Perception of their Third Eye.

It is your unwavering belief that Gaia, and all Life on Gaia and beyond, are multidimensional that allows you to perceive the higher worlds, even if you cannot see or hear them in the same manner that you see and hear in your 3D World. 

In closing, please be aware that humanityhas been indoctrinated for many incarnationsthat you can only believe what you perceive with your third/fourth dimensional perceptions. 

However, there are many forms of higher dimensional perception that you will learn, and or remember, as you allow your consciousness to expand back into your innate Multidimensional Consciousness.

Just as it is your state of consciousness that directs your perceptions. It is your personal beliefs that directyour state of consciousness. Furthermore, since you have taken your 3D earth vessel, What you perceive is what you have been trained to believe.

It takes a brave, and awakened, human to trust their own, personal, higher beliefs enough to use their expanded perceptions of Clairvoyance to SEE our Starships, Clairaudience to HEAR us speaking with you, and Clairsentience to SENSE that we are with you. 

We close this message by reminding you to remember the extensive training that you received from your Galactic Family before you took this present incarnation! As soon as you can expand your human consciousness to encompass the fifth dimension and beyond, it will seem as if you have awakened from a long dream, but NOW you are Home!